41526001@unknown@formal@none@1@S@I was thinking of the heat and of water that morning when I was plowing the stubble field far across the hill from the farm buildings.@@@@1@26@@oe@1-12-2014 41526002@unknown@formal@none@1@S@It had grown hot early that day, and I hoped that the boy, my brother's son, would soon come across the broad black area of plowed ground, carrying the jar of cool water.@@@@1@33@@oe@1-12-2014 41526003@unknown@formal@none@1@S@The boy usually was sent out at about that time with the water, and he always dragged an old snow-fence lath or a stick along, to play with.@@@@1@28@@oe@1-12-2014 41526004@unknown@formal@none@1@S@He pretended that the lath was a tractor and he would drag it through the dirt and make buzzing, tractor sounds with his lips.@@@@1@24@@oe@1-12-2014 41526005@unknown@formal@none@1@S@I almost ran over the snake before I could stop the tractor in time.@@@@1@14@@oe@1-12-2014 41526006@unknown@formal@none@1@S@I had turned at the corner of the field and I had to look back to raise the plow and then to drop it again into the earth, and I was thinking of the boy and the water anyway, and when I looked again down the furrow, the snake was there.@@@@1@51@@oe@1-12-2014 41526007@unknown@formal@none@1@S@It lay half in the furrow and half out, and the front wheels had rolled nearly up to it when I put in the clutch.@@@@1@25@@oe@1-12-2014 41526008@unknown@formal@none@1@S@The tractor was heavily loaded with the weight of the plow turning the earth, and the tractor stopped instantly.@@@@1@19@@oe@1-12-2014 41526009@unknown@formal@none@1@S@The snake slid slowly and with great care from the new ridge the plow had made, into the furrow and did not go any further.@@@@1@25@@oe@1-12-2014 41526010@unknown@formal@none@1@S@I had never liked snakes much, I still had that kind of quick panic that I'd had as a child whenever I saw one, but this snake was clean and bright and very beautiful.@@@@1@34@@oe@1-12-2014 41526011@unknown@formal@none@1@S@He was multi-colored and graceful and he lay in the furrow and moved his arched and tapered head only so slightly.@@@@1@21@@oe@1-12-2014 41526012@unknown@formal@none@1@S@Go out of the furrow, snake, I said, but it did not move at all.@@@@1@15@@oe@1-12-2014 41526013@unknown@formal@none@1@S@I pulled the throttle of the tractor in and out, hoping to frighten him with the noise, but the snake only flicked its black, forked tongue and faced the huge tractor wheel, without fright or concern.@@@@1@36@@oe@1-12-2014 41526014@unknown@formal@none@1@S@I let the engine idle then, and I got down and went around the wheel and stood beside it.@@@@1@19@@oe@1-12-2014 41526015@unknown@formal@none@1@S@My movement did frighten the snake and it raised its head and trailed delicately a couple of feet and stopped again, and its tongue was working very rapidly.@@@@1@28@@oe@1-12-2014 41526016@unknown@formal@none@1@S@I followed it, looking at the brilliant colors on its tubular back, the colors clear and sharp and perfect, in orange and green and brown diamonds the size of a baby's fist down its back, and the diamonds were set one within the other and interlaced with glistening jet-black.@@@@1@49@@oe@1-12-2014 41526017@unknown@formal@none@1@S@The colors were astonishing, clear and bright, and it was as if the body held a fire of its own, and the colors came through that transparent flesh and skin, vivid and alive and warm.@@@@1@35@@oe@1-12-2014 41526018@unknown@formal@none@1@S@The eyes were clear and black and the slender body was arched slightly.@@@@1@13@@oe@1-12-2014 41526019@unknown@formal@none@1@S@His flat and gracefully tapered head lifted as I looked at him and the black tongue slipped in and out of that solemn mouth.@@@@1@24@@oe@1-12-2014 41526020@unknown@formal@none@1@S@You beauty, I said, I couldn't kill you.@@@@1@8@@oe@1-12-2014 41526021@unknown@formal@none@1@S@You are much too beautiful.@@@@1@5@@oe@1-12-2014 41526022@unknown@formal@none@1@S@I had killed snakes before, when I was younger, but there had been no animal like this one, and I knew it was unthinkable that an animal such as that should die.@@@@1@32@@oe@1-12-2014 41526023@unknown@formal@none@1@S@I picked him up, and the length of him arched very carefully and gracefully and only a little wildly, and I could feel the coolness of that radiant, fire-colored body, like splendid ice, and I knew that he had eaten only recently because there were two whole and solid little lumps in the forepart of him, like fieldmice swallowed whole might make.@@@@1@62@@oe@1-12-2014 41526024@unknown@formal@none@1@S@The body caressed through my hands like cool satin, and my hands, usually tanned and dark, were pale beside it, and I asked it where the fire colors could come from the coolness of that body.@@@@1@36@@oe@1-12-2014 41526025@unknown@formal@none@1@S@I lowered him so he would not fall and his body slid out onto the cool, newly-plowed earth, from between my pale hands.@@@@1@23@@oe@1-12-2014 41526026@unknown@formal@none@1@S@The snake worked away very slowly and delicately and with a gorgeous kind of dignity and beauty, and he carried his head a little above the rolled clods.@@@@1@28@@oe@1-12-2014 41526027@unknown@formal@none@1@S@The sharp, burning colors of his body stood brilliant and plain against the black soil, like a target.@@@@1@18@@oe@1-12-2014 41526028@unknown@formal@none@1@S@I felt good and satisfied, looking at the snake.@@@@1@9@@oe@1-12-2014 41526029@unknown@formal@none@1@S@It shone in its bright diamond color against the sun-burned stubble and the crumbled black clods of soil and against the paleness of myself.@@@@1@24@@oe@1-12-2014 41526030@unknown@formal@none@1@S@The color and beauty of it were strange and wonderful and somehow alien, too, in that dry and dusty and uncolored field.@@@@1@22@@oe@1-12-2014 41526031@unknown@formal@none@1@S@I got on the tractor again and I had to watch the plow closely because the field was drawn across the long hillside and even in that good soil there was a danger of rocks.@@@@1@35@@oe@1-12-2014 41526032@unknown@formal@none@1@S@I had my back to the corner of the triangular field that pointed towards the house.@@@@1@16@@oe@1-12-2014 41526033@unknown@formal@none@1@S@The earth was a little heavy and I had to stop once and clean the plowshares because they were not scouring properly, and I did not look back towards the place until I had turned the corner and was plowing across the upper line of the large field, a long way from where I had stopped because of the snake.@@@@1@60@@oe@1-12-2014 41526034@unknown@formal@none@1@S@I saw it all at a glance.@@@@1@7@@oe@1-12-2014 41526035@unknown@formal@none@1@S@The boy was there at the lower corner of the field, and he was in the plowed earth, stamping with ferocity and a kind of frenzied impatience.@@@@1@27@@oe@1-12-2014 41526036@unknown@formal@none@1@S@Even at that distance, with no sound but the sound of the tractor, I could tell the fierce mark of brutality on the boy.@@@@1@24@@oe@1-12-2014 41526037@unknown@formal@none@1@S@I could see the hunched-up shoulders, the savage determination, the dance of his feet as he ground the snake with his heels, and the pirouette of his arms as he whipped at it with the stick.@@@@1@36@@oe@1-12-2014 41526038@unknown@formal@none@1@S@Stop it, I shouted, but the lumbering and mighty tractor roared on, above anything I could say.@@@@1@17@@oe@1-12-2014 41526039@unknown@formal@none@1@S@I stopped the tractor and I shouted down to the boy, and I knew he could hear me, for the morning was clear and still, but he did not even hesitate in that brutal, murdering dance.@@@@1@36@@oe@1-12-2014 41526040@unknown@formal@none@1@S@It was no use.@@@@1@4@@oe@1-12-2014 41526041@unknown@formal@none@1@S@I felt myself tremble, thinking of the diamond light of that beauty I had held a few moments before, and I wanted to run down there and halt, if I could, that frenetic pirouette, catch the boy in the moment of his savagery, and save a glimmer, a remnant, of that which I remembered, but I knew it was already too late.@@@@1@62@@oe@1-12-2014 41526042@unknown@formal@none@1@S@I drove the tractor on, not looking down there; I was afraid to look for fear the evil might still be going on.@@@@1@23@@oe@1-12-2014 41526043@unknown@formal@none@1@S@My head began to ache, and the fumes of the tractor began to bother my eyes, and I hated the job suddenly, and I thought, there are only moments when one sees beautiful things, and these are soon crushed, or they vanish.@@@@1@42@@oe@1-12-2014 41526044@unknown@formal@none@1@S@I felt the anger mount within me.@@@@1@7@@oe@1-12-2014 41526045@unknown@formal@none@1@S@The boy waited at the corner, with the jar of water held up to me in his hands, and the water had grown bubbly in the heat of the morning.@@@@1@30@@oe@1-12-2014 41526046@unknown@formal@none@1@S@I knew the boy well.@@@@1@5@@oe@1-12-2014 41526047@unknown@formal@none@1@S@He was eleven and we had done many things together.@@@@1@10@@oe@1-12-2014 41526048@unknown@formal@none@1@S@He was a beautiful boy, really, with finely-spun blonde hair and a smooth and still effeminate face, and his eyelashes were long and dark and brushlike, and his eyes were blue.@@@@1@31@@oe@1-12-2014 41526049@unknown@formal@none@1@S@He waited there and he smiled as the tractor came up, as he would smile on any other day.@@@@1@19@@oe@1-12-2014 41526050@unknown@formal@none@1@S@He was my nephew, my brother's son, handsome and warm and newly-scrubbed, with happiness upon his face and his face resembled my brother's and mine as well.@@@@1@27@@oe@1-12-2014 41526051@unknown@formal@none@1@S@I saw then, too, the stake driven straight and hard into the plowed soil, through something there where I had been not long before.@@@@1@24@@oe@1-12-2014 41526052@unknown@formal@none@1@S@I stopped the tractor and climbed down and the boy came eagerly up to me.@@@@1@15@@oe@1-12-2014 41526053@unknown@formal@none@1@S@"Can I ride around with you"? He asked, as he often did, and I had as often let him be on the tractor beside me.@@@@1@25@@oe@1-12-2014 41526054@unknown@formal@none@1@S@I looked closely at his eyes, and he was already innocent; the killing was already forgotten in that clear mind of his.@@@@1@22@@oe@1-12-2014 41526055@unknown@formal@none@1@S@"No, you cannot", I said, pushing aside the water jar he offered to me.@@@@1@14@@oe@1-12-2014 41526056@unknown@formal@none@1@S@I pointed to the splintered, upright stake.@@@@1@7@@oe@1-12-2014 41526057@unknown@formal@none@1@S@"Did you do that"? I asked.@@@@1@6@@oe@1-12-2014 41526058@unknown@formal@none@1@S@"Yes", he said, eagerly, beginning a kind of dance of excitement.@@@@1@11@@oe@1-12-2014 41526059@unknown@formal@none@1@S@"I killed a snake; it was a big one".@@@@1@9@@oe@1-12-2014 41526060@unknown@formal@none@1@S@He tried to take my hand to show me.@@@@1@9@@oe@1-12-2014 41526061@unknown@formal@none@1@S@"Why did you kill it"?@@@@1@5@@oe@1-12-2014 41526062@unknown@formal@none@1@S@"Snakes are ugly and bad".@@@@1@5@@oe@1-12-2014 41526063@unknown@formal@none@1@S@"This snake was very beautiful.@@@@1@5@@oe@1-12-2014 41526064@unknown@formal@none@1@S@Didn't you see how beautiful it was"?@@@@1@7@@oe@1-12-2014 41526065@unknown@formal@none@1@S@"Snakes are ugly", he said again.@@@@1@6@@oe@1-12-2014 41526066@unknown@formal@none@1@S@"You saw the colors of it, didn't you?@@@@1@8@@oe@1-12-2014 41526067@unknown@formal@none@1@S@Have you ever seen anything like it around here"?@@@@1@9@@oe@1-12-2014 41526068@unknown@formal@none@1@S@"Snakes are ugly and bad, and it might have bitten somebody, and they would have died".@@@@1@16@@oe@1-12-2014 41526069@unknown@formal@none@1@S@"You know there are no poisonous snakes in this area.@@@@1@10@@oe@1-12-2014 41526070@unknown@formal@none@1@S@This snake could not harm anything".@@@@1@6@@oe@1-12-2014 41526071@unknown@formal@none@1@S@"They eat chickens sometimes", the boy said.@@@@1@7@@oe@1-12-2014 41526072@unknown@formal@none@1@S@"They are ugly and they eat chickens and I hate snakes".@@@@1@11@@oe@1-12-2014 41526073@unknown@formal@none@1@S@"You are talking foolishly", I said.@@@@1@6@@oe@1-12-2014 41526074@unknown@formal@none@1@S@"You killed it because you wanted to kill it, for no other reason".@@@@1@13@@oe@1-12-2014 41526075@unknown@formal@none@1@S@"They're ugly and I hate them", the boy insisted.@@@@1@9@@oe@1-12-2014 41526076@unknown@formal@none@1@S@"Nobody likes snakes".@@@@1@3@@oe@1-12-2014 41526077@unknown@formal@none@1@S@"It was beautiful", I said, half to myself.@@@@1@8@@oe@1-12-2014 41526078@unknown@formal@none@1@S@The boy skipped along beside me, and he was contented with what he had done.@@@@1@15@@oe@1-12-2014 41526079@unknown@formal@none@1@S@The fire of the colors was gone; there was a contorted ugliness now; the colors of its back were dull and gray-looking, torn and smashed in, and dirty from the boy's shoes.@@@@1@32@@oe@1-12-2014 41526080@unknown@formal@none@1@S@The beautifully-tapered head, so delicate and so cool, had been flattened as if in a vise, and the forked tongue splayed out of the twisted, torn mouth.@@@@1@27@@oe@1-12-2014 41526081@unknown@formal@none@1@S@The snake was hideous, and I remembered, even then, the cool, bright fire of it only a little while before, and I thought perhaps the boy had always seen it dead and hideous like that, and had not even stopped to see the beauty of it in its life.@@@@1@49@@oe@1-12-2014 41526082@unknown@formal@none@1@S@I wrenched the stake out, that the boy had driven through it in the thickest part of its body, between the colored diamond crystals.@@@@1@24@@oe@1-12-2014 41526083@unknown@formal@none@1@S@I touched it and the coolness, the ice-feeling, was gone, and even then it moved a little, perhaps a tiny spasm of the dead muscles, and I hoped that it was truly dead, so that I would not have to kill it.@@@@1@42@@oe@1-12-2014 41526084@unknown@formal@none@1@S@And then it moved a little more, and I knew the snake was dying, and I would have to kill it there.@@@@1@22@@oe@1-12-2014 41526085@unknown@formal@none@1@S@The boy stood off a few feet and he had the stake again and he was racing innocently in circles, making the buzzing tractor sound with his lips.@@@@1@28@@oe@1-12-2014 41526086@unknown@formal@none@1@S@I'm sorry, I thought to the snake, for you were beautiful.@@@@1@11@@oe@1-12-2014 41526087@unknown@formal@none@1@S@I took the broken length of it around the tractor and I took one of the wrenches from the tool-kit and I struck its head, not looking at it, to kill it at last, for it could never live.@@@@1@39@@oe@1-12-2014 41526088@unknown@formal@none@1@S@The boy came around behind me, dragging the stake.@@@@1@9@@oe@1-12-2014 41526089@unknown@formal@none@1@S@"It's a big snake, isn't it"? He said.@@@@1@8@@oe@1-12-2014 41526090@unknown@formal@none@1@S@"I'm going to tell everybody how big a snake I killed".@@@@1@11@@oe@1-12-2014 41526091@unknown@formal@none@1@S@"Don't you see what you have done"? I said.@@@@1@9@@oe@1-12-2014 41526092@unknown@formal@none@1@S@"Don't you see the difference now"?@@@@1@6@@oe@1-12-2014 41526093@unknown@formal@none@1@S@"It's an ugly, terrible snake", he said.@@@@1@7@@oe@1-12-2014 41526094@unknown@formal@none@1@S@He came up and was going to push at it with his heavy shoes.@@@@1@14@@oe@1-12-2014 41526095@unknown@formal@none@1@S@I could see the happiness in the boy's eyes, the gleeful brutality.@@@@1@12@@oe@1-12-2014 41526096@unknown@formal@none@1@S@"Don't", I said.@@@@1@3@@oe@1-12-2014 41526097@unknown@formal@none@1@S@I could have slapped the boy.@@@@1@6@@oe@1-12-2014 41526098@unknown@formal@none@1@S@He looked up at me, puzzled, and he swayed his head from side to side.@@@@1@15@@oe@1-12-2014 41526099@unknown@formal@none@1@S@I thought, you little brute, you nasty, selfish, little beast, with brutality already developed within that brain and in those eyes.@@@@1@21@@oe@1-12-2014 41526100@unknown@formal@none@1@S@I wanted to slap his face, to wipe forever the insolence and brutal glee from his mouth, and I decided then, very suddenly, what I would do.@@@@1@27@@oe@1-12-2014